19 weeks tomorrow and I'm at least halfway through my pregnancy with our babies.  It's hard to believe how quickly time has flown, but at the same time, not.  It's an interesting mix of paralyzing fear and realizing that I absolutely have to prepare for these babies, so standing still isn't an option. Justin doesn't… Continue reading Whoaaaaa, we’re halfway there!

Remember a while ago when I told a story about not being able to sleep when I was younger for picture day? One of the few days annually in grade school we got to wear civvies and it was excitement inducing and fun. This afternoon, it's picture day for our little babies! Hopefully, if they… Continue reading Picture day!

It feels like as soon as I wrote the post a couple days ago, the universe was like... "wait, just one second...." I started spotting again (the first time since quitting suppositories with the exception of after my appointment) yesterday morning.  It continued throughout the day, but I wasn't specifically worried. Then, last night, it… Continue reading Never get too comfortable

And, the spotting or whatever is back. It is so scary and impossible to literally not want to run home and hide in a dark room. Logically, I know that I can't stop the bleeding, no matter what I do, so going home does nothing. It just scares me because today was a particularly stressful… Continue reading And…it’s back

More nervous than I've been yet for my third egg retrieval. Hoping third time is the charm!

Well, it's been a month since my failed transfer and we're starting the prep for my June's new IVF cycle. It will hopefully be the third successful egg retrieval and fifth attempt. It will be a long agonist protocol which is similar to January's (the most successful). My agonist injections have begun and I'm almost… Continue reading One month post-transfer