This picture was thanksgiving, four years ago. I was a mess. I posted a blog, you can read it here. That woman was a very intense shell - a result of self-induced “toxic positivity.” I was thankful for what I had, but also so angry at what I didn’t. Since then, I’ve had 4 kids.… Continue reading 4 years ago

The morning of September 16th began as any other had over the past 2.5 years. We woke up, I cooked breakfast (for everyone else since I could not eat or drink due to my impending surgery), and took the kids to school. I let them know that Grammy and Papa would pick them up and… Continue reading September 16th

Going out in public is a damn scene. I’m usually wearing the babies which causes people to notice that I’ve got twins. It’s way too convenient to give up, so that’s where it starts. If I’m far enough away from Justin and the big kids, I’ll politely show the babies’ heads, nod and smile when… Continue reading Now and then: A six week comparison of the two newborn experiences