And, the spotting or whatever is back. It is so scary and impossible to literally not want to run home and hide in a dark room. Logically, I know that I can’t stop the bleeding, no matter what I do, so going home does nothing. It just scares me because today was a particularly stressful day at work and I just don’t want to do anything to hurt these babies.
I’m at home now, laying in bed at 6:30 PM, contemplating how dinner is going to make itself. Primarily, I’m looking at my embryo picture and talking to them both in the picture and in my belly.
Please hold on. Please, please, please.
Pinot Grigio and Infertility 