Day 12 and doctor

So, it’s day 12 of stimming and I have another doctor’s appointment today. The hope would be that I have several (really hoping for at least 5) mature follicles and I can induce ovulation and we can schedule a retrieval. I’m very anxious, nervous, and emotional this AM as I try to hope for the best and prepare for the worst. I just don’t know if I can do this again right away if I still can’t get to the retrieval stage. Maybe it doesn’t affect everyone this way, but these hormones are really hard for me.

Anyway, I messed up my shot this AM (2ce a day now) and have a little bubble and irritation. You can see my weird, post-surgical, forever changed belly button, too. (Top hole was my piercing, bottom thing is a scar.) Appointment is at 9, so I’ll update later.

Cheers & love.